Loving you in pain

Open up your heart
To feel my heart beating
Whenever you are close to me
I want to be with only you
Although you rather ignore the truth
Pretending that I am not there
But when I look into your eyes
I know that you still care

Will you accept me
If I tell you how I feel inside
Are you afraid
To show your feelings?
Or are you ashamed
That you rather hurt me?

Still, I save my smile for you
I want to hold you just once more
The loneliness is tearing me apart
It is filling my empty heart
Holding on to all that we had
I want to feel you again
Just to keep on loving you
In pain