I knew I love you when...

I get excited when you talked to me
You send a shiver to my soul
I blushed when you looked at me
But you are never mine to hold

I have to ignore my feelings for you
We are never meant to be from the start
I don't want to be hurt and rejected
But why do I feel the pain in my heart?

I feel sad knowing I can never have you
I have lost my happiness to pain
But will I be happy if I am with you?
Or will I start to cry again?