I want to...

I want to cry
But my tears are all dry
Visions are playing in my memory
Your eyes are haunting me
I want to be blind
So I can't see
To wake up feeling new
Knowing that you don't exist
I want to forget you
Every words that is said
No longer rhyme
Everything that is done
Is as old as time

You are never meant to be mine
I shall not love you any further
Why are we fated to meet like this
But to leave
Without knowing each other?