My words aren't true

I need to clear my mind and soul
I shall never love again
And to be loved by a guy
I will only have myself to blame

All the tears that they have caused me
I don't think they know
Guys are so insensitive and cold
They only come and go

I feel guilty having to say such words
All the words in this poem isn't true
But I wrote all these just because
I can't be loved by you

(Note: Sorry about the offensive words, especially to the guys! I hope you understand the poem so you will understand why I wrote those.)